"LEV!"
Abby came awake with a jolt. Her throat was sore, and she realized that she'd probably been screaming in her sleep just as she'd been in her dream. Panting for breath, she rubbed mindlessly at her temple, expecting blood and finding none.
This is Abby, from Santa Barbara. We're looking for Fireflies... It had been over a year. Nearly two. She couldn't say why she was dreaming about it now. She missed Lev like a fucking limb, every fucking day, but she hadn't had one of these nightmares in a while. And how fucked up was that? She was moving on, while Lev was... she didn't know where Lev was. Safe? Alone? Dead?
Was she alive and with him, or had Ellie done what she'd come all that way to do? The not knowing was driving her insane, she thought. Slowly, irrevocably fucking insane, if she hadn't been already.
"Snap out of it, Abs," she muttered to herself, climbing out of bed and trudging her way to the bathroom. Shower. Get dressed. Go to the fucking shelter.
You can do all those things, Abby. Get it together.After months of volunteer work, she'd gotten hired on as an attendant. Mostly, that meant mucking out the pins, feeding the animals, wrangling them when needed. But she was good at it, good with the troubled dogs especially, and the people who ran the shelter had noticed. Not that they planned to pay her any more than peanuts for her skills, but she didn't really care. It was good work. It calmed the mess in her head, and that was really all she wanted.
The day was hard. Everyone seemed on edge, including the dogs. Maybe it was her. She was harshing the vibe. The woman at the front desk, Denise, seemed relieved when it was time for Abby to go home. Fine, Abby thought. She didn't need friends, anyway.
God, she really was screwing things up.
It was getting dark when Abby found herself on the boardwalk, both calmed and frustrated by the sound of the waves. Santa Barbara had been beautiful, and she'd been filled with so much fucking
hope when they'd docked the boat...
The boat.
"Fuck," Abby breathed, jogging down the steps leading towards the water, her eyes on a sailboat beached in the low tide. Heart lodged in her throat, she found herself running, hauling herself up onto the deck and yanking open the cabin doors.
"Lev?" She called, the name tumbling out of her before she had time to remind herself how stupid it was.
The cabin was empty. It was their boat, but it was empty.
Owen's boat.
Her breath catching on a sob, Abby flung herself back up onto the deck, jumping over the rail and landing on her knees in the sand.
"God
dammit," she seethed, hands curled into fists. Shoulders trembling, willing herself not to scream or sob like a child.
What the fuck was she supposed to do now?
[[The boat is currently beached somewhere on the southern coast. This is a complicated find for her, and she's probably not going to be super friendly to strangers... or friends for that matter, but don't let that stop you! Timed to the evening, but I'm willing to fudge the timing if needed. GIMME.
Oh, and just a clarification: Yes, I am starting to phase Kaitlyn Dever into her icons, but she is still big, built-like-an-ox Abby. She might not be keeping herself quite as swol as she was throughout most of the game, but she's still not slight like Kaitlyn– I just like her face.]]